11.03.2012
Yesterday was the last day of my graduation show.
Can I say I have finally graduate? Although I'm still waiting for my results....
Hopefully I can pass and graduate....

Yesterday.. you have finally made your move by telling me that you do not want to continue this r/s anymore. I know.. long long time ago..you have already decided not to patch back with me. Is my silly thoughts. I thought that by writing that book for you, you will be touched and wanted to get me back. I was wrong. I waited like almost one year .And I finally got the answer from you yesterday. Few days ago, after talked to my friend, I also realised that " Am I really love you that much?" or I just could not let go because you are still beside me? ...After all, I think its just because I still haven't find the right person yet. That's also why I thought that you are still my Mr.Right...

That time..you suddenly called me ...I didn't know that you would tell me all these. I thought you wanted to talk about the friendship problem. I hope I am not the person who make you so upset now. I know you don't want me to ask you any more questions about the book. I asked : " Would you still be my friend?"...You answered : "Ya." you smiled and pat my back after that. I sincerely hope that you meant it. That's because I am still treating me as my good friend..

However, I saw you like so sian during the yesterday's dinner. I started to feel helpless. I didn't know what are you thinking... Am I really your good friend? Yet, I didn't know u have left the place . I wanted to ask you whether want to share cab with us or not. But after that heard you wanted to take cab by yourself. I don't know.... I really don't know are you really still treating us as your friend..

I thought this will be a nice ending for us. But I talked to you just now.You didn't reply but went offline instead. You make me feel that you're avoiding me.. And if you really are, I also don't know what to say already. Maybe you really need time to cool down yourself bah. Sometimes, I think you are really thinking too much... :/ Sorry if I disturbed you just now..

And like what I told you in WhatsApp. I am not sure whether you got read the messages or not. But I hope you will believe that.. and let's continue to be friends. I won't putting anymore feelings on you already. And I hope the Taiwan trip would be fun. Don't let me feel awkward when facing you. please. Thank you.

Anyways, just want to say I am happy enough that you became my first love in my life. I am also appreciate your confession to me that time. And, I'll remember it forever... So, we just continue to be good friends bah.. :)

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